I haven’t been writing as religiously as I ….could? should? would? …. But yet I have been feeling very much at peace since my last post. I kind of came down with an anxiety attack that morning and ended up reading ‘Living in the Light’ all day.

Wow.

Greatest choice I could have made. That book literally blew my mind in so many ways and continues to do so as I move forward reading.

I also got the best email from someone from my Recovery Elevator group. She wrote me to let me know that she was thinking of me and hoping that I was doing ok. Soooo I got my butt back into the RE forum and decided to shed the shame and tell my groupmates what happened. argh.

Accountability is a bitch.

But I’ve been feeling very good and at peace for the last bit. I don’t want to get too attached to this feeling but